i don't know how to do this. he hasn't even left yet. i'm dying inside and it's only been a month and a half. he hasn't even left yet. he hasn't even left yet. he hasn't even left yet! every day i wake up and i think man! i love that boy! and all i do is cry because i miss him so much. i don't know how to handle it.i miss him so much and there is nothing i can do to make it better.