waiting for my cody

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

My newest favorite picture ever! i love how he is smiling!

Here is the video I made for Cody for his valentines day package!

Sunday, February 26, 2012

more than magical

My day today was........awkward.

SO! today, I went on a day. with a boy. who was not cody. i was worried.

The thing was, this boy met me at swing dance and asked me on a date. I figured I would go even though I didn't like him and I would just have fun! so our date was tonight and we went on a group date with sam and her date and a bunch of others too. Well, all i'm going to say is that it made me realize just how much i LOVE cody norman! with all my heart! and everytime i see or interact with another guy i just realize it even more. I do think it is a good idea that I do talk and hang out with guys because if I didn't, then i wouldn't have gotten this reassurance. that and i promised my mom i would. If i want to spend forever with someone, i have to know it's the perfect choice. and so far, cody is my perfect match. What we have is more than magical.

best kisses ever!

Valentines Day last year! 2011

getting over my chicken pox

i love him!

one of my favorite pictures ever! this one was taken without us knowing!

cody loves this one!

feeding the birds!

our 1 year anniversary! June 10, 2010

Cody's love face! this face makes my heart melt

first day of school cody's senior year. he was in a skit!

one of the first times cuddling!

50's dance

our feet!

also the 50's dance

cody's graduastion-i was their class escort. I got to read his name!

Our first dance! and our first kiss!

I also want to add our song! our version is the John Michael Montgomery one but he doesn't have a music video for it, so here is this one!

Monday, February 20, 2012

I am currently in washington, at home, in my old bedroom. Deciding to come home for the three day weekend was really a hard decision for me. I wanted to see my family more than anything in the world, but Cody and i weren't sure if we could handle another goodbye. Our first one was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. After praying about it, we decided it would be ok for us to see eachother and let me tell you that the car ride felt like waiting for christmas. A ten hour drive in the car is a loooong time! I got home around 3:30 in the morning and sneaked into my old room and woke up in the morning and surprised everyone. Cody came early and spent the day with me! As soon as i saw him, it was like ABSOLUTELY no time had passed. I still can not believe how crazy normal and just perfect it was having him with me. He came shopping with me and my sisters and mom and bought me a beautiful bracelet, we watched mega mind, he ate dinner with us, he kissed me. SIGH! This morning he came after church. His sister brought me an awesome package with dorm decorations! and then he stayed all day again. we hung out with the family, he ate dinner with me again, we just sat and talked, we played settlers of catan, and then i dropped him off at his house. I just don't know how to feel. I tried so hard not to cry and of course at the very end i did. I just have to say that this time was so much easier than last time even though my heart still feels hurt. I guess it just helps to know that i have waited for almost two months now and when I saw him, it felt like zero time. I just HAVE to hold on to that hope and it will help me. I love you Cody Norman more than i can feel!

Thursday, February 16, 2012

i don't know how to do this. he hasn't even left yet. i'm dying inside and it's only been a month and a half. he hasn't even left yet. he hasn't even left yet. he hasn't even left yet! every day i wake up and i think man! i love that boy! and all i do is cry because i miss him so much. i don't know how to handle it.i miss him so much and there is nothing i can do to make it better.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

LOVE

Since it's valentines day, i want the world to know just how much i love this boy! and the best way i know how to do that is by pictures! so here are a few of my favorite!