"I love you more than I know how to feel"

Saturday, October 20, 2012


i don't know why but tonight i am feeling very frustrated. for absolutely nothing. i get frustrated listening to love songs cause i just want it! i get frustrated looking at pictures of babies, cause i want one! i get frustrated seeing cute couples, cause i want that to be me! ETC! you get the point!
i am so frustrated because i just want cody here with me so bad! i need him to listen to me. it is so hard to handle things without him. and i feel so selfish because i feel this way and then that upsets me more.
so i cry. and then i realize for the millionth time that CRYING DOES NOTHING! it doesn't bring him back so i might as well just stop it already! you would think my heart would get the message! it might as well stop hurting so much, i already know i have a long ways to go still. 

1 comment:

  1. Crying is a GOOD thing sweetie. It helps your body to release those trapped emotions. Not crying is actually bad for you. You might think it's still to cry, but it's what your body needs.


    Love you!